Wake Up!

Just yesterday, I was down in the dumps, thinking:

• When will this, all end!?
• When will I be able to get out of this video game?
• I am so over this place. I am disgusted with what is happening here. When can I logout???
• Have I not completed my Mission here? I believe, I have, by creating the website and this blog.
• But, I am still here! Which can only mean there is still something to be done or something still has to play out here, before I can leave this shithole!

Yes, I struggle with being here, sometimes! The Matrix gets to me, like it does to everyone, now and then!

Other times, I am in the flow and fully immersed in my mission here, of waking up others!

Of course, in a way its a selfish goal too! Because, unless I complete my mission here, I will not be able to leave here. So, I better get my butt moving and do whatever it is that I signed up to do, before I came here. And that, until I am successful in my mission, I have to go about my 3d life, interacting with NPCs, pushing and motivating other players to wake up!. To be honest, I have no other choice, but to do it!

I have to do, what I have to do!

I can’t sit on my butt and expect things to change, magically! None of us have that luxury, in my opinion. We all have to do our parts, to get rid of this mind virus plaguing humanity. That’s the only way to wake up, from the illusion that we all are in.

At this point, I can only continue to do whatever is possible from my side to “Wake Up” others!

My Mission here is paramount!

Otherwise, what else is left here to do? In this hellhole?

Without a purpose to this life, its very difficult to get through the day to day grind here.

I am essentially trapped here!. So, whether I like it or not, I need to be determined to see this through!.

There is NO going back. The only way is forward.

My Mission is all that drives me here. It is also what keeps me fulfilled here and have the little joy that is left in this world.

What Am I doing now?

For starters, I used my negative thoughts, feelings of yesterday; transmuted it, to write this post!

I feel better now! 😉

As I write this post, I am listening to the “Pep Talk” audio that I had sent to a Real Player friend, to “motivate” myself! 😉 Well, my pep talk has come back to bite me in my butt! 😂

Going forward, what do I plan to do?

• I will continue to speak my truth to one and all!
• I will continue to not “hide” myself, just because the truth I speak, makes them uncomfortable.
• I will interact with like-minded human beings(who are very few, at this point), who are in the same journey and support each other.
• I will continue to engage with players, who have the drive and passion to wake themselves up and help others wake up, no matter what anyone says!
• I will not get into “victim mentality” and take responsibility for my part of the mission here. After all, I didn’t come here to “just play” this game.
• I will not get into the “stockholm syndrome” and be addicted to all the things this matrix uses to keep us stuck here – monopoly money, religion, sex, porn, drugs(plant or synthetic), hyper ego, pride.
• I will continue to channel my empathetic self to help others! Because not doing that means, I am essentially an AI! An AI has no empathy, no essence and is ruthless in its outlook! I AM not like that!

No matter what, I will not loose my essence!

It is upto every player, to NOT loose their true essence, due to the extensive manipulation that happens here! We don’t want to become a cold, ruthless AI!

Yes, it is a huge challenge to navigate the life here, surrounded by NPCs, agents of the matrix, who try to suppress us and try to make us feel small. But, we shouldn’t let them change us from essentially who we are! If we forget , who we truly are, then it defeats the whole purpose. It means, we have lost ourselves!

Whether you believe, waking up other stuck real players, is part of the plot in the game or that there are no stuck players etc., in either case, logging out of this game, should definitely concern us, at this point. And without completing the mission we signed up for(which is part of the game or not), I don’t see us logging out. And like I have mentioned in my post here, self-deletion is NOT an option, that we can choose here. We will be STUCK here and loop again and again!

So, WE might as well complete the Mission we are here to do!

As for us, WE genuinely want to WAKE UP others!

— Savitha